Wednesday, February 13, 2008

stop hurting

I am missing out. I found something that made me feel accepted & whole. A level I have always dreamed about but never found. It has been ripped away from me.

I can only sit on the outside & watch, catching scraps. Catching nothing of what is really going on inside.

My heart is aching. I am angry.

It is a quiet meeting place. A place of sharing. Acceptance. One-ness. And I am unacceptable.

2 comments:

findingmywingsinlife said...

Well, I'm tempted to say that "Asshole" was the understatement of the year. What kind of person basically says to another,"They're my friends, you can't have them, it's weird for me?"
Not only are is this not nice to you, but someone is assuming that the meeting place is his to take charge of and make decisions for... hmm, wonder if they know that?

Hollyluya said...

Hey Women, You okay? Pick up the phone anytime and call. It has been a while. Like always, Love your Blogs! This one really caught my eye. It makes me feel like you are hurting inside and of course"TRAPED"