I am missing out. I found something that made me feel accepted & whole. A level I have always dreamed about but never found. It has been ripped away from me.
I can only sit on the outside & watch, catching scraps. Catching nothing of what is really going on inside.
My heart is aching. I am angry.
It is a quiet meeting place. A place of sharing. Acceptance. One-ness. And I am unacceptable.
4 months ago