Tuesday, January 5, 2010

meaningless objectivications




Sorry.
I hate that word.
Sorry.
What does it mean?
Sorry.
Does it do any good?

Stop telling me you're sorry. Stop pretending that it's true. Don't throw your bandaid over something you shouldn't have fucked up in the first place. Or the second. Or the 50th.

Heartfelt apologies only. I'm left in frustration.

Maybe I'm not making the right decision. In any case, the decision is good bye. As I told you, I cannot lose that which I never had.


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3 comments:

Opaque said...

"I cannot lose that which I never had" - powerfully true!

I am with you with the "heartfelt apologies only" policy.

I can sense the frustration, the disappointment too.

Aren O. Týr said...

And it appears you have made an eminently meaningful subjective decision as a result.

Triana said...

Ajey - how is that your comments always push me to ponder my own writings? Amazingly thought provoking even in the simplest statements.

Aren - aren't they all eminently meaningful subjective decisions? I wish I didn't have to make them so often.