THIS life is not my destiny. How did I end up on this path? The worthless years I spent waiting, with no reward. Punishment instead. A fucking cruel joke. And you think I want to go back? To continue in this life of misery & shame? Keeps me spinning in place. Seeing the potential, right there, right fucking there. Where I can almost touch it, only to fall another step back.
I so badly want it to end, but not in the manner that you would presume. I want to eliminate the equation. Fall into the ocean.
Take me some where new. Better yet, I will take myself.
Would you like to go?
4 months ago