always

Here it is! Post # 100... how exciting *sarcasm*

I'm still trying to shake this fucking depression. It hasn't gone anywhere. Randomly tonight, out of nowhere, this song starts rambling through my messed up head:

please don't say i love you
those words touch me much too deeply
and they make my core tremble
don't think you realize the power you have over me
and please don't come so close

it just makes me
want to make you near me
always

please don't kiss me so sweet
it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow
and please don't touch me like that
makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow
please don't look at me like that

it just makes me
want to make you near me
always

please don't send me flowers
they only whisper the sweet things you'd say
don't try to understand me
your hands already know too much anyway

it just makes me
want to make you near me
always

and when you look in my eyes
please know my heart is in your hands
it's nothing that i understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
so be gentle if you please, 'cause
your hands are in my hair,
but my heart is in your teeth

and it makes me
want to make you near me
always

Jewel ~ near you always

Now, I haven't heard Jewel in YEARS. Literally. How does this shit just pop in & start playing? Ugh. Just go away! Out of my head! Out out OUT I tell you!

*sigh*

It's not working. I just want to know what the hell I did?